I've moved.

RE-link

2009-11-01T13:39:00.001+08:00

http://geeez-itsyou.blogspot.com

LAST PAPER

2009-10-17T11:58:00.001+08:00

no pics,
no fun.
whatever.
wait ba.
^.^

New start, perhaps?

2009-10-14T11:23:00.004+08:00

I forgave him.

i got over it.

nw, i think its better this way.

Anyway, i am sorry for th harsh words.

th letter.

and everything.

This few days,

i am troubled.

Th one who cared for me is him.

He cheered me up w lame jokes.

but it works.

I hate people who play pretend.

I hate it.

its nt th true you.

what i want is nt th pretended you.

i want th true side.

will you even show me?

Rather than acting that you are happy.

I dont know you anymore.

-/Nothing last forever. All i will do now is walk away, from your life.

c;

2009-10-12T13:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BENSON.

Anta, thanks for accompanying me home.

AND YOU KNOW,

COWS ARE HOLY~

teeheeeheeeheeee,

hey cow, can i eat you?

gosh, ytd i was laughing at this.

practically, i doesnt take effect on me nw.

haha.

HAHA, DON'T SAY I HEARTLESS HOR!

2009-10-09T17:15:00.006+08:00

BABY, XINYI, CANDY, SHIMIN,PEILING!

JIA YOU FOR UR EOY!

I {HEART} YOU ALL!!

2009-10-09T16:43:00.002+08:00

THIS IS SO COOL! BET SHE TOOK A LONG TIME DOING THIS.!

TEEHEHEEEHEE:D

2009-10-07T08:37:00.003+08:00

<3<3

In the MORNING, called jackson to disao him.
hahahaaa,
so funny.
he was in school when i called...
and its like arbo, he is in sch lurh.

tataaaaa~ came sch late.
on th way saw safwan. hahaaa,
so came sch w him lurh,
When we reach th corridor of th class,
we noticed that its still HO HO HO class.
so we went straight up to ITC rm.
for IT lesson of course.
so we were late for chem,
but early for IT!!!
HEHHEEE,
OKAY, I KNOW I SUPER RANDOM.
^^

On hiatus.

2009-10-03T18:22:00.001+08:00

Eoy alrd.
Chinese paper is freaking hard.
SHITHELL.
I bet end-of-year wasn't as easy as i thought.
byebye.
updating after eoy.
GOOD LUCKS EVERYONE. <3

Evidence.

2009-10-01T14:37:00.008+08:00

look at th red boxes.

click th pictures to enlarge.

look at th purple tagboard.

wth.

MY TAGBOARD!

copy my post. just that she added th video.

WTH, LET YOUR HEAD SPEAK HOR.

-.-

Clone blogs.

2009-10-01T14:19:00.002+08:00

Let's just assume that is a girl la.

http://letyourhead-speak.blogspot.com

wth, let your head speak somemore.

http://ribbonbbow.blogspot.com
Links are th same, whats more sick is this imposer
actually uses my friend's name to tag.
more like having depression or something likethat.
tagging her own tagboard like talking to herself likett.
the brain confirm sot.
eg, Sha.M = sha mei.
tt person actually take it as sha min.
WTH?!
GUO.M= GUO MEI.
tt person take it as guomin.
-.-
stil dare clone my friend blog.
my cousin one oso.

http://angelf96.blogspot.com
WL, look at th post, th recent one.
it actually states that my blog is a fake.
-.-
eh, idoit.
nothing better to do is it.
Chibai.
IT THE WORST OF TH WORST TO COME ACROSS STH LIKE THIS.
PEOPLE MAY WONDER HOW I HAPPEN TO FIND TH FAKE BLOG.
CAUSE LAST TIME DURING IT LESSON,
jamus found out that if you google 'jamus toh'
you will actually see our class blog and my real blog thr.
that was tt time.
but ytd, i sian sian,
so i google 'jamus toh'
was curious why gt shimin and peiling's photo.
i clicked on it.
there it is my cloned blog.
at first th skin is different.
now is totally th same lor.
get a life will ya?
-.-

2009-09-30T16:19:00.002+08:00

EH CHIBAI
WHO SO BOLIAO.
BO JI SIBO
COME OUT LA
FUCKER.
WASTE MY FUCKING TIME.
NEED STUDY LEY.
MAKE ME COME ENTERTAIN YOU THIS FUCKERS.
COPY ALRD.
THEN SAY WHAT I COPY YOU.
IN UR POST.

http://angelf96.blogspot.com/2009_09_01_archive.html

2009-09-30T15:21:00.001+08:00

wth, watch out.
th above link appears to weird or some sort.
don't know why.
totally copy.
and i notice some post oso nt in my blog de.

EOY.

2009-09-25T20:28:00.004+08:00

Gonna stop using computer.
Eoy is around th corner.
:/
yeah, a few more days sia.
tday last day using.
THE BANANA CRUMBLE taste nice :)
teeheeheeeheeeeee.
EVERYBODY, JY FOR UR EXAM!
ESP, Xinyi,Denise,Peiling,Shimin.

lucks! <3

I am letting you go, you're freed.

2009-09-23T14:44:00.012+08:00

I appreciated you.

Thanks for being my friend.

but its time for the friendship t end.

'Cause, i had enough.

i am tired of all this nw,

Your harsh words kept repeating.

I really wonder what's my true self..

You're horrible.

I hate you.

;D

2009-09-20T23:01:00.001+08:00

Today went JB.
hahhaaaa.
walk th whole place dao leg pain liao.

Dreams don't come true.

2009-09-19T23:21:00.005+08:00

'It's a pity that beautiful dreams don't come true..

that's why in this world nothing is perfect.

Dreams are imaginable but never realistic.

they are illusions, nothing more.'

CUTE CUTE CUTE.

2009-09-19T21:13:00.001+08:00

Right nw, talking t stefanie & wlx.
hahhha..
they v. funny.
and Once again, stef voice is Damm nice!

Above all.

2009-09-19T10:46:00.001+08:00

A beautiful song.

MY fav. ;D

Change of blogskin.

2009-09-18T20:35:00.003+08:00

hahhaa,
was totally sick of th white background.
yesterday,
got caught for grooming,
today check grooming agn.
PASS WOR.
weeeeeeee.

Thanks, wlx <3

just nw, my mood totally suck.
thanks for understanding.
Iloveyou ;D

-

2009-09-18T18:15:00.005+08:00

Tell me that
it's just a horrible nightmare.
& that it would'nt be true.

MOONCAKE! O.O

2009-09-17T22:02:00.004+08:00

sooo nice right.

too bad not i make de.

if not, confirm superrr nice de hor.

*BHB*

I AGREE, jamus is short.

lalalalalalalalalaaa~

oh ya, super childish tooo,

btw, who says only dog barks??

off to YOUTUBE.

NAH LA! & hor, %$^$%#$^!

2009-09-16T22:51:00.003+08:00

hahhhhaa, so late le,
gonna slp soon.
just nw, chatted on th phone w JR & stefanie.
LOL,
STEFANIE'S VOICE IS UBERR NICE. :D

EOY around th corner le.

2009-09-02T08:39:00.002+08:00

school's out.
buckin up soon.
in th morning, met jackson before i went sch.
lol,
his hair stand up, so cute la.
hahahahhahahahahaaaaaaaaaaa.
got ShiMin's pooh frm jackson.
Jamus left th pooh w jackson.
Thats why its w jackson.
hehehe.
bye bye.
off to facebook.

seeee, i got post okay?

2009-08-27T15:03:00.001+08:00

results wasnt good.
all borderline.
but still, i managed to pass.
lit still dunno yet.
but i hope that i will pass my lit too.
danesh is beside me now.
hahahahahhahaaaaaaa.
using com in sch.
today baking some stuffs.
hehehe
byebyeee.
off to facebook.

:D finally can post le.

2009-08-12T08:48:00.003+08:00

Piosting during IT lesson.
;D

HAHAHAHHAAA,
JACKSON! MY BDAY MESSAGE LATE BY 5MINS WOR! >.>
SADDED.
hahahaa.
nxt wk then post up th pics ba.
today cant upload.
and shit that bastard sia,
th one who sit between xinyi & marcus de.
shit that bastard sia.
think he so shuai like that.
tell you la, you look like SAI can>?
dog poop, fertillizer, everything that are link to shit la.
haha.

thanks to those ppl who wish me a happy bday.
hahhaaaa,
thanks,PEI WEN lesbo tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
YESTERADY WAS FUN.
HAHA.
UP THE MOVIE IS SUPER CUTE.
GO GOGO GO WATCH IT!!
HHEHEEE.

hhehee

2009-08-06T18:01:00.007+08:00

THANKS JACKSON!

2009-08-06T17:06:00.001+08:00

hahhahahaha.
now at jackson house using computer.
sibei paiseh sia.
LOL.
.. lalallalaaaaa.
sian,

BACK TO POSTING...!

2009-08-05T08:39:00.002+08:00

hahahhaha,
dead blog.
hehhehehe,
nxt wk,
gonna post w pictures!
hehheeeeeeee.
super tired right now...
-.-
head super pain.
i wake up today straight bang head at th wall sia.
pain laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2009-08-01T10:59:00.000+08:00

I using my handphone to post yea. Lol. Computer was confiscated. Wth. Will be back to post after end of year results comes back.

TEEEHEHEHEHE

2009-07-30T16:05:00.006+08:00

ShiMin & Peiling at my house now.,

LOL!

HHAHAA,

FINALLY can upload photo.

paiseh, i won't upload photo of -you know-

hahhaa

stupid -.-

2009-07-27T17:31:00.001+08:00

STUPID BLOG CANT UPLOAD PHOTO!
wanted to upload th pic that i drew in MY CCA SIIIA!!!!!
STUPID!
OH WELL,
LET'S NOT CARE THEN.
:(

SO POST LOR. HEHHEHHEHEEE
DON'T SAY I NVR UPDATE HOR :D

This Game is quite challenging. :D

2009-07-26T12:21:00.000+08:00

River Game

Click here to play this game

Thanks for understanding me..

2009-07-25T21:18:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to DEnise's house.

SUPERRRRR NICE (:

I WANT GO THERE AGAIN!! ;DD

haha.

today, went o Nuh to visit ah gong...

He looked very pale..

sadden*

he can't EVEN REGONISE ME.

....

God bless.

Playing fss now.

JACKSON, I BUY YOU LE HOR!

SEE I SO GOOD RIGHT? ;D

...

2009-07-24T19:35:00.004+08:00

Xinyi;My beloved.

please, cheer up.

there is nothing i can do.

you make me worried.

you left me thinking.

i know you have your reasons for not speaking up.

But, if thats th case.

don't cry anymore.

for th past few days, you have been emoing.

you cried today and yesterday.

stop crying.

Joyce told me to be patient with you.

i did.

but you cried all over again.

Do you know how heart breaking is it?

I thought you arre always th thoughtful one.

but you proved me wrong.

try putting yourself in my shoe.

how will you feel?

how will you feel when your best friend has her grandfather lying on th bed and tending to her friend?

when you tried so hard to do sth, you are rejected.

how will you feel?

today i recieved a shocking experience.

and yet you make it even more memorable.

th worst week i ever had.

its not that i want to pressurise you,

i don't know what to do.

i am afraid that if i said sth wrong you will go crying again.

i am scared that i didn't talk to you,

you will feel sad.

this thing cannot,

that thing cannot.

you tell me what am i supposed to do?

i am really troubled.

i dunno what to do.

everything just crashes up tgt,

not even one problem that i can solve.

its really really heartbreaking.

see my grandfather lying on th bed is alrd very worrying alrd.

then problems just keeps adding on.

how will yoou feel?

...

you are drifting further and further away from us..

Pei Wen SAY YES!!!

2009-07-23T19:42:00.003+08:00

Defe's fur is getting back!!

PEI WEN, SAY YES!

._____.

2009-07-23T16:44:00.002+08:00

Michelle is forgiven.
Hamster name copy is okay la.
but don't copy me like CHIP&DALE hor, i tell you.
jkjk lar.
:D

To my dearest friend,
your apology is not accepted.
i understand that you are rather down this few days,
many times, you showed me attitude.
its okay, really.
I mean that is what friends are for, isn't it?
but, don't say sorry to me.
because i am of no help to you.
i WILL BE THERE FOR YOU.
Once you wanted to open up, you can always tell me.
I am willing to hear you out, friend.
Many times, you cheered me up.
i tried cheering you up, but to no avail.
I hope to see your smile again.

Don't look back to the past.
because what matters more, is the future.

busy busy busy

2009-07-22T19:02:00.003+08:00

Pics only.

gonna go hospital to visit my ah gong alrd.

Apparently, his condition have gotten worst.

God bless..

Global warming.

2009-07-21T16:58:00.000+08:00

I LOVE DEFE *

2009-07-21T16:42:00.003+08:00

Defe is fine. ;D
sleep became its hobby.
-0-

I took you as a friend.
what did you did in return?

L}

I NOW VERY BORED.
no pics, ps wor!

2009-07-17T15:26:00.003+08:00

Bought this for DEFE yesterday night.

sch is boring.

nth to post abt.

so yar, thats all for today.

Defe is doing well now.

let's welcome a new life.

2009-07-15T16:56:00.002+08:00

Finally posting.
;D

its name is Defe.
its a male. ;D
5 weeks alrd.
Birthday on 8 june.
Hates: Lavender.
Likes: Carrots.

Just now,
I went to pet lovers centre to get some medication for its fur.
it has been dropping fur lately.
:(
I was worried sick.
Thankfully,
it has stopped all the terrible scratching.
It's a relief. (;
Bought some deodorant stuffs.
It's lavender.
haha.
thats when i know that it hates it.
it simply just went to places without the smell.
wth. >.>
when i put it at the places with the smell,
he just go running all around the cage searching for places without the smell.

Mom still doesn't know that i am keeping a hamster.
told my daddy yesterday.

Convo:
Daddy: why you keep tossing around on ur bed.
Me: daddy, i tell you sth. you cannot angry horr.
Daddy: *thought for awhile* I will be angry. so just tell me.
Me: then i dun want tell you le.
Daddy: you don't say then i angry.
Me: *points at the cage* daddy, look there.
Daddy: what thing?
Me: LOOK AT THE CAGE LA.
Daddy: you very rich hor. >.>
then he walked away.
lol

just now fed Defe with carrots.
jamus gave it some carrots le.
but i think it would not eat it.
whatever,
hope it have a speedy recovery of its furrrr.
:)
bye. Studying maths soon.
;D

NOW IN SCHOOL!! WOOO!!

2009-07-08T08:52:00.003+08:00

I in school blog posting ley.
zai sia. ;DD
whatever.
I forgot the password to log in the school account.
so i used danesh de account.
hahaha.
thanks thanks!

Footprints.

2009-07-07T15:16:00.002+08:00

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed that he was walking along the beach with the lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonging to him,
and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way. But i have noticed that during
the most troublesom times in my life, there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when i needed you most you would leave me."

The Lord replied," My precious, precious child, I love you and i would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

Hello.

2009-07-07T15:00:00.003+08:00

Don't really have mood to post ley.
-.-
aiyoyoyoyoyo.
came back from lot one.
after accompanying xinyi home.
-
In school settled alrd.
I don't know.
Reflected during chinese lesson.
but still, blank.
couldn't think of anything.
ShiMin is right.
The more you want things to change,
the more it will remain th same.
I really don't know whether i should LaughCryBehappy/Sad.

Laugh because
i realised my stupidlity.

Cry because
erm..
wait, i am thinking.
maybe because, my baluku hurts?
jkjk. i dunno la, aiyo!

Happy because
its over and its a relief.

Sad because
All this happened because
we lack of communication& trust.
-
Btw,
sorry all, to whoever i had diao.
:/
I really didn't mean it.

Sweet sweet brother.

2009-07-06T14:10:00.003+08:00

My brother bought me chip, right after the fight.
that is really sweet of him.
yar, my anger is realeased alrd.
:)
what a relief, if i tolerate it longer,
i am gonna explode.

Watch "drag me to hell".

2009-07-03T17:08:00.002+08:00

after school,
went to lot one to pei shimin to take picture for her passport.
;DD
after that went to Causeway to buy tickets for drag me to hell.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
but sth very sad lar.
YONG LIANG NEVER COME!
WAH LAO, HE NVR COME!
THEN WE SCARED 到....
actually hor, xinyi missed most part of the movie due to YONG LIANG NVR COME.
AS FOR ME, i scared till throw popcorn.
as you know those horror movie the 'thing' will pop out ma.
i got nth to cover my eyes, so i use popcorn to cover my eyes.
then i peek alittle bit lo.
but peek at the wrong time mar.
see th thing pop out, chua tio then th popcorn fly to th back lo.
heng no one sitting behind me.
haahaha.
so hor.....................
ALL BECAUSE OF YONG LIANG LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>.>
NXT TIME MUST COME HOR, I TELL YOU.
hahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
fever went up after th movie.
didn't bring jacket cause i thought got fever then will become very warm ma.
whatever.
hehe.
so yar, later gonna fetch my brother frm sch.
so see ya!

[edited] Caught a cold. [/edited]

2009-07-02T16:40:00.004+08:00

tmr,
die die must go sch.
:/
so i guess i drink more water to make the fever go down ba.
relax, i am sure i've got a cold.
NOT,H1N1.
haha.
{:
if not, tmr temperature taking cannot pass then die liao.
anyway, that time my fever hit dao 41.5.
i sick untill.. like almost paralyzed.
couldn't even reply my friend's message.
haha.
:D
see this time de hit dao what degree.
^^

I LOVE MATHS. :DD

2009-07-02T16:05:00.004+08:00

haha, last yr, i from fail to pass.

then now, pass to band 2.

;DD

hhaha,
just now walk in the rain!
was totally drenched. :/
so cold.
the rain was quite heavy.
heheee.
now, i've got alittle feverish.
gosh.
later YongLiang know i sure kena scolding de!
:x
hahaaaaaaaa.

Anyway,
yesterday, YongLiang was superrr sweet.
RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT???? >.<
(L) that kor la~!

I am not alcoholic.

2009-07-01T16:14:00.003+08:00

ITs from japan. :D

haha, just alittle irritated.

YongLiang knew th reason.

btw, THANKS FOR HEARING ME OUT.

APPRECIATE YOUR HELP.

THANKS FOR TH ADVICE.

so erm, took 2 cup of alcohol?

it was nice?

LOL.

it contains 15% alcohol, so i wont get drunk that easily.

HMMMM,

school was fine?

finished yang ching ching's hw.

i mean, sch work.

I still owe her holiday assignment.

Whatever.

dammit.

forgot to eat my lunch before drinking.

#%%^$#$%!

going study sooon.

PASSERBY.

2009-07-01T14:20:00.006+08:00

NOT MY LIMIT THEN YOUR LIMIT?
PLS HOR,
TELL YOU SOMETHING LA HOR,
MY PARENTS DIDNT DIVORCE.
EVEN IF THEY DID, THEY HAVE THEIR REASONS,
ITS NOT UP TO ME TO CARE SO MUCH FOR.
THIS IS A LESSON WHICH I PERFECTLY KNEW WELL NOW.
its not even up to me to care, so you care so much for?

haha.
hmmm?
i thought is i call you FUCK OFF?
haha.
you think too high of yourself le bah.
tsk more, tsk more.
eh, pls lar, don't act till you very duapai like that.
YOU GO YOUR GEYLANG TO FUCK YOUR PROSTITUTE LAR.
YOU CAN TEACH THEM BIO TOO.
JUST IN CASE THEY DUNNO WHAT IS AIDS & PROTECTION. :X

STEP KE LIAN?
SINCE WHEN I SAY I VERY KE LIAN SIA.
OPEN YOUR EYE BIG BIG TO SEE LAR.
YOUR EYES SO USELESS LORRRRRRRRRR.
POKE YOUR EYES OUT THEN YOU KNOW. :D

DON'T THINK YOU CAPS YOUR WORDS THEN I SCARED HOR.

I bet your maths also not better than mine.
PLS, BUCK UP YOUR ENGLISH.
TYPE BACK UP?
laughs. ;D
I seriously think that you are disgracing yourself.

haha, i will takecare de.
:D:D
you oso takecare!
don't get langa by Lorry hor! :x
when walking beware of dog's pissing at your legs. ;x
oh ya, watch your steps. step dao dog shit then i laugh! :DD
IF, you kena H1N1, STAY AWAY FROM MY BLOG, BODOH.
LOL!!

Candy, i'm sorry.

2009-06-30T15:08:00.002+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
tmr is SWEETIE's maths test.
[for selected students wor.]
anyway,
Jiayou!
YOUR MEI HERE WILL ALWAYS
SUPPORT YOU! ;D

Apparently,
i am pretty disappointed that the 'angeline'
is no longer 'angeline' le.
haish.
spam more ley.
you haven't reach my limits ley.
ps hor, jiayou.

WEEEEEEE. i LOVE sweetie.

2009-06-27T16:28:00.006+08:00

Back from tuition.

bused home with Sweetie& Denise.

haha.

Overdued pics.

2009-06-24T10:07:00.008+08:00

Didn't have time to upload pics.

Cause i went out till late at night?

Since my daddy always uses com when he comes back.

Its reasonable that the internet is slow.

haha.

finally have time to upload, yeah?

Cause not going out till mummy does.

weeeeeeee.

RE: attention

2009-06-23T23:31:00.001+08:00

hahah, wei hng,
no one will know lar.
just hope hard that our holidays will be extended.

FAKE angeline.

2009-06-23T23:19:00.002+08:00

you are really getting on my nerves.
GET A LIFE, please.
whatever.
Its either you are mad or mentally disabled.
take a look at ur tags.
they are just so so so gross, can?
i dunno what have you been doing since young,
and i dun wanna know.
if you really want sth to do,
GO watch porn.
Since you are just so suitable for it.
GOSH.
OR maybe you are just a toddler.
haha.
your english are broken.
Breakaway from watching porn and brush up your english lar.
wth.
oh and yar,
ARE YOU DIAGNOSED WITH DEPRESSION?
talking to yourself in my tagboard REALLY DOES proves it.
hahahhah.
pathetic.
geeez.
GET WELL SOON HOR.

Went sentosa.

2009-06-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

hahahhaa.
i am soooo happy right now.
pics will be uploaded asap.
cause its in my mum's digital cam?
haha.

Gosh. I have phobia of chicken rice.

2009-06-22T09:00:00.003+08:00

yesterday went vivo.
ate chicken rice,
dunno why,
after eating,
i feel very sick.
then went upstairs to play.
Lol.
anyway,
reach home& bathe.
couldnt slp.
just nice, xinyi ask me call her.
talk to her awhile,
i really cant tahan,
told xinyi that i not feeling well & will call her back tmr.
She very sweet lar.
Call me get well soon.
yupp.
when i was sleeping, i throw up.
i throw up all over my phone, teddy bear, blanket.
Worst mess that i ever made.
my handphone will be temporary not in use.
it has got water in it.
& I couldnt get it out.
bleah.

Lot-one

2009-06-20T19:31:00.002+08:00

302 to Lot one with my brother.
went to roof garden.
expected lar,
LOL.
After that we went popular.
BUt, my brother is seriously wet.
went toilet to clean up.
yep.
we searched for th game i bloody wanted,
but its not thr.
>.>
gahhh.
after that walk around.
My brother complains that he was cold.
so we went pasar malam.
LOL.
so not fun lar.
btw, we decided to go back roof garden.
Once again, my brother played with the water.
wet wet wet.,
mafan sia.

anyway, overall still quite ok.
He behaved himself.
just that he gotta control his vulgarities.
cause its rude.

HI, Denise, Fiona, Vanessa, Isabel.
hahah

Happy Birthday, PeiLing!

2009-06-19T08:43:00.002+08:00

;D ;D

hahahahha,
peiLing,
Happy birthday!
I hope you enjoy yourself today.

HMM, psps,
I will give you ur birthday present asap.
Cause need save money.
hahaha.

SMILE.
LOVE YOU LOADS. X3

Thanks Sweetie.

2009-06-18T10:33:00.004+08:00

heyyy.

XINYI,SWEETIE.

bought me a chip&dale hp strap.

Love it to th max! x33

erm, will post th pic up, asap.

cause now not really feeling well.

XINYI SWEETIE

almost gave me a heart attack yesterday.

heng, other grp de hlp us.

if not we sure kena bang by th cars.

then you will see th newspaper headline with our names on it.

HAHA.

what a thought.

and yar, i am not feeling well.

so, not gonna entertain th 'angeline'

yar.

bbye.

Candy's birthday.

2009-06-18T09:59:00.003+08:00

HAHA.
loves, you better enjoy urself today hor.
if not i will regret.
HAHA.
;D
hope ur rusty is fine?
oh , yar.
Happy Birthday!!
<3 you loads lar.
hope we can celebrate ur bday nxt time?
i mean actual one.
with cakes etc etc.
don't barbercue.
not fun.
do sth new :D
anyway, i wanna thank you for standing up for me sometimes.
so....
happy birthday ;D ;D
Candy, pls hor,
no more tears because of us alrights?
remember th promise we made?
if we have got problems write it in a letter.
i know, you know.
since you not going bedok town.
might as well Do some friendship bonding.
so can be more closer.
if not, got sth cnt tell you then v. mafan.

LoveYouToTheMAXX3.

;D

2009-06-16T11:10:00.002+08:00

LOL. My brother and i had so much fun editing this pic.
LOL.
HAHA, he is not with me now.
he had gone to buy ice cream for me ;D;D
i pay him 40 cents for helping hor.
don't say i bully him . :X

I know who you are.

2009-06-16T08:35:00.003+08:00

hah,
obviously you did all this to seek ppl's attention.
To let ppl know you are helping her.
ah, Whatever.

You are just plain stupid. :D

C:

2009-06-15T17:41:00.002+08:00

Tag replies.

2009-06-14T23:05:00.002+08:00

Auntie lucy : argh, put ur real name ley. D; People misunderstand then not my problem le hor.
hahaha.

Crystal: LOL! relax. lets not bother abt them alrights? ;D
Passby: another one. >.>
angeline: walao, wuji my foot lar you. you go orchard shopping lar. -.-

Thank you.

2009-06-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

I am in a super good mood right now.
Just now went to see my ah gong.

He switch to a hospital at Bukit Batok.
Hope he hurry get out of the hospital!
We talked abt quite alot of things.
;D

You make me regret.

2009-06-14T11:48:00.004+08:00

yar yar,
now, i finally know what is really going on.

x,
True friends don't complain abt each other.
I realised you just trying to tell everyone abt how 'ke lian' you are.
If thats the case,
I won't hesitate anymore. ;D

You made us guilty.
You made us reflect on our 'wrong doings'
Yes, you won.

For now,
You made us know how BAD you are.
yar, and i was right abt you all along.
hah, what a relief.

*Takecare of urself from now on, alrights?

oh, and btw, you make me regret abt thinking that you have your difficulties and that i will forgive you.

yep, so now, not anymore.
I hope you will do what you had said,
you know it urself.

1 Cross
+3 Nails
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4 give.

sorry, i could not make myself to forgive her.

Hey peoples.

2009-06-14T00:03:00.003+08:00

DONT get offended by 'angeline' alrights?
haha, just make sure no one misunderstood.
I will be watching over my blog for 24 hrs.
haha.
JKJK.
gonna go slp le.
NIGHTS!

HAPPY:D

2009-06-13T20:25:00.002+08:00

hahahahahahaaaaa.
super high right now.
No idea whats wrong w me.
hah.

Just now meet Sweetie after my tuition.
and yep, my tuition is super boring.
guess how i pass my time?
haha, i use internet.
FROM WHERE?
from my phone.
hahah.
wth.

kay, went yew tee point w her.
hmm, ate some cakes?
super yummy.
xinyi promised me that nxt time we will eat it again
ahaha.
yep.

People have their limits.

Tag replies.

2009-06-13T10:30:00.001+08:00

Passer: you are?
banana: LOL.
Imposter: so long, sucker.

You fucking have crossed the line.

2009-06-13T10:15:00.003+08:00

hey, peeps.
i will be replying tags in th blog post frm now.
to avoid confusion and misunderstanding,
if you see any person name angeline,
its fake.

Now,
eh, 'angeline'
I think you are sexually damaged.
For goodness sake,
i cant tahan you any more la hor.
hum simi?
never die before is it?
your brain made of shit ar?
You have crossed the damm fucking line,
i tell you.
scram off.
haven you learn th value, respect?

yar yar,
I seriously think you haven learn th value, respect.
ask whoever your teacher is, to teach you how to respect ppl
before you tag at my tagboard.

if ppl hate, they will.
they don't have to listen to you before they hate me hor.
you think they what?
dog isit?

fine lar, they dog then you ley?
IS YOUR BRAIN THE SIZE OF A BIRD'S BRAIN?
if no,
pls behave the way humans behave.
not like a stray dog dirtying my tagboard with your crap.

even if you are a human,
i think your IQ is so low till you cannot think properly.

yep, you made your move and i will made mine.

from now on i am not tagging on the tagboard.
lets just hope this monkey will act like one.
HAHA.
monkey see, monkey do mar.
I tag, the monkey oso tag.
haish, i guess that monkey is mentally unsound.
woow, do you want me to offer you a banana?

Pictures.

2009-06-12T20:04:00.020+08:00

Sorry, didn't have time to finish uploading all the pics of th animals.

But this one is my fav.

so, decided to post it up.

Obviously the butterfly loves Peiling~!

* we didnt place it thr! *

Running away from the cockroach.
HAAHA.
NOTICE peiling take feather duster to smack it.
Btw,
the ah ma very kind lar.
let us take picture with her.

YOU ARE FOOLED.
HAHA, THE AH MA FAKE ONE LAR.

HAHA, xinyi know how use that machines?!

Rabbit in a fitting room.

Old dressing table.

Group pic.

Mango sorbet!!

and cookie and cream.

Engaged bear.

I take boy one.

haha, xinyi take girl one.

SWEET 就是 SWEET lor.

Engaged!

ANYWAY, WE WENT PLAY MAX TGT WITH SWEETIE.

PEILING& SHIMIN.

haha.

bought the chip& dale.

super cute!

RAAAR.

peiling bought a stitch too.

ZOO.

2009-06-10T22:09:00.002+08:00

We planned for th zoo trip.
Thanks to xinyi's Uncle?
okay, her uncle sponsor us to zoo.

okay,
went zoo with Xinyi,Peiling& Shimin.
met xinyi first.
haha.

took many many pictures thr.
LOL.
and its like super fun.

esp, the zoo has a place that you can play with water.
We played th water.
chatted abt things.
went to play flying fox.
hahaha.
fun!

saw many many animals.
haha.
There are oso many many interesting things.
ahaha.

Pictures will be uploaded asap.

gotta ask Peiling & Shimin
whether th pic can put anot.
haha.

I so love CHUNKY MONKEY ; Ben&Jerry ice cream.

East Coast-ed with my brother and my Godmother.

2009-06-09T13:12:00.004+08:00

At the jetty.

took this pic while biking.

th wind super shiok.

but, look at my hair.

I look like one Siao Zhar Bor.

Yesterday,

Godmother brought us to Lot one to eat.

after that we planned to catch a movie.

However if we watch movie then can't play le.

so my brother decides to go East Coast to bike.

yep, it was super fun.

after that, we return th bike.

taxi to suntec.

we ate Pizza for dinner.

actually we wanted to dedicate something on the water fountain.

but its already closed.

LOL.

bused to orchard Mrt.

get to sit on double deck bus again!! Oo

On the way,

Sweetie called me.

conferenced with peiling.

taught her how to convert layouts to template.

then, yep,

was really happy to know that peiling

finally created a blog.

haha.

reached home about 11.45?

wanted to disao xinyi by calling her.

but decided not to.

hahaha.

okay.

thats all for now.

later meeting sweetie to pay her back the 10 bucks?

haha.

ImissHer!!!

ok.

off to watch Boys Before Flowers.

bye.

2009-06-08T08:51:00.004+08:00

Its a double deck bus.

stitch! i go rob th kid!

take th bag give Peiling.

ahaha.

Sweetie, you are showing ur Ez-link card pic!

Fortunately, i removed th pic away.

ahaha

Daddy,is so loved by me.

2009-06-02T22:08:00.006+08:00

27 LEVEL!! wooo. Oo

Joyce & sweetie. C:

There is just so so much to upload!

ok, Guess what.

I am using my lappy now.

hehe,

cause my brother was imitating me.

Obviously, he is irritating.

kay,

after ORAL,

waited for xinyi.

treated her to a piece of Famous amos cookie.

nahh, regretted.

not because I regretted that I treat her cookie.

i regretted because i only treat her one piece,

which was totally pathetic.

haha,

BY the way,

we went to the mini max.

LOL.

it was fun.

we played the building blocks.

I created a highscore.

ShiMin and peiling defeated us.

haha.

LOL.

but it wasnt fair!

cause our blocks were muuch more difficult to play.

it has un even blocks.

so it made th building very unstable.

haha.

so took a photo of the winner!

A promised Everlasting friendship between us.

2009-06-01T18:24:00.005+08:00

I took X and Xinyi took A.

Bought two rings. (as you can see in th pics.)

then rented a book at san bookshop for book review.

BTW, X inyi's blog will not be updated due to her computer is spoilt.

gtg le.

playing badminton w my daddy.

haha

byeeee.

MY ART PIECES. HEHE~

2009-06-01T09:57:00.005+08:00

This art piece is coloured by Danesh.

tyty.
This one is my dream Bedroom. hehe.
My dad tells me:
'wah, your room no wardrobe ar?'
LOL.

Guess who is this?

Oo This is my favourite art piece.

hehe. ;D

;D

2009-06-01T09:49:00.004+08:00

Card written by Denise.

IWill MissYou.!!

Last saturday, went to see Ah Gong.

Fortunately, he is all better alrd.

(;

My daddy will be at home this whole week.

wth.

but at least, i can do my hw.

without him supervising,

i think i will be doing other crappy things.

haha.

I LOVE SweetHeart.

2009-05-29T15:18:00.005+08:00

PICS taken.

went lot one to meet SweetHeart.

ate tgt.

walked around.

went to sky park LOL.

super bright up thr.

so we decided to go thr at night?

LOL.

at evening we have got work to do.

BYE.

Phone is back. ;D

2009-05-29T08:12:00.006+08:00

This chip is given to me by Xinyi & Denise.

This chip is given to me by PEILING.

I love chip and Peiling

gonna go out
and grab some things to hang on my phone.
Will be going out to have lunch with SweetHeart.

Pics will be uploaded soon.
now gonna go watch
The return of the condor heroes.

我不知道。

Results back, say hello to my phone.

2009-05-28T16:26:00.001+08:00

;D

luvz xinyi; SweetHeart.

You Still Have Me.

2009-05-26T16:47:00.003+08:00

>.>
Late for school AGAIN.
this time special.
i come at 8+
still got caught by DM.
suay suay.
But of course.
I had extra copies of th detention notes.
so i went thr copied th mari-kita part.
SWEETIE pei-ed me throughout.
sweet huh?
kay, DM didn't believe i copied so fast.
OBVIOUSLY I DIDN'T.

DM: wah, you copied so fast?
Me: yah, we rushing for time.
DM: YOU sure SHE never help you copy? ( DM looks at xinyi)
Me: Never ah, you can check her handwriting.
DM: * look through the papers that i wrote.

Eventually, she went back in and return my pass. yooooooooo.
^^
walked to lot one.
went to toilet,
thn to pizza hut.
i treat xinyi to pizza.
heheh.

Balance Due $18.42

while we were waiting for our food.

xinyi turn around,

saw ms ho.

Sweet: 你看后面那个人，很像MS HO leyy.

Heart: * look behind* O.O 是MS HO 啦！

*BOTH LOOK BEHIND*

MS HO looked up.

then xinyi laughed.

wth.

oh yah, when we finished our drinks,

we wanted more lar, cause thristy mar.

then the person walk past us so many times.

they oso nvr fill up for us.

so we decided to make some noises when they pass by.

LOL. then we go suck th water then got the sound mar.

LOL. then we laugh laugh laugh.

LOL.

after the pizza, went popular.

then bused home.

weee.

now gonna go bathe soon.

xinyi went to bathe le, i should too.

btw, yesterday was fun.

haha.

Heard SYLVESTOR SAID SOMETHING pervertic.

LOL.

after amazing race in lot one, we went bukit combak.

we ran up th hill to play.

LOL. v. steep.

can go up, cannot come down.

later you roll down.

somehow, hakim did roll down.

we took loads of pics thr lar.

LOL.

going down that time, i hold xinyi hand.

scared i later fall down.

haha.

then JIAYONG HELP XINYI,

by holding her hand.

so we all went down.

jiayong purposely go down quickly lar, then we keep screaming.

LOL.

then casper come up help. thank you.

i almost slipped.

cause casper call me let go xinyi hand.

i let go.I almost slipped. :X

Casper help-ed me .

LOL

tytyty.

yar, after that went BBQ.

then bring casper to th gate to pei him to call taxi.

he went home lor.

after that was about 7.

we went little guilin.

screamed and shouted.

LOL.

then played water at shimin's block thr.

LOL.

everyone got wet.

then jiayong they all pang seh XINYI and i.

managed to find th bus stop lar.

cause its alrd very dark liao, i dun remember th way to th bus stop.

so took quite some time to find lurh.

reach home at 10?

bathe till 10.30

LOL

speaking about bathing.

i gtg le.

bye~

I had a great time with you guys.

thanks.

QUIZ.

2009-05-24T11:48:00.005+08:00

Quiz from Isabel

Real Name: Angeline

Nickname: Adeline

Star Sign: LEO

Male or Female: Female

Primary school: De La Salle Primary

Secondary School: Kranji Secondary

JC/ Poly: -.- idk

Hair colour: Black^^

Long or Short: Long.

Loud or Quiet: Both.

Sweats or Jeans: none.

Phone or Camera: Camera.

Health Freak: Not really.

Drink or Smoke: I hate smoke, so i would go for Drink ;X

Do you have a crush on someone: Obviously.

Eat or Drink: Drink.

Piercing: 3.

Tattos: NONE.

Have you Ever…

Been in an airplane: when i am about k2?

Been in a relationship: yar.

Been in an car accident: YAH. obviously no lar.

Been in a fist fight: been in a cat fight. :D

First piercing: ear.

First Best friend: Peng xiang?

First award: AWARD FOR BEING NAUGHTY. HEHE

First Crush: when i was primary 2.

First vacation: GENTING.

Last;
Last person you talked to: Daddy.

Last person you texted to: Yeen shong.

Last person you watch movie with: Daddy.

Last food you ate: Salad.

Last movie you watched: The uninvited. BTW, the movie sux.

Last song you listened: Don't go away.

Last thing you bought: Vegetables.

Last person you hugged: Xinyi

Favorites:
Food: western food.

Drinks: Barley, Honey drinks.

Clothing: Polo tee.

Books: Enid blyton books. weee.

Song: Don't go away. (Chinese version.)

Flower: Every kinds.

Colours: White Black and Pink.

Movies: millionare's first love.

Phrase: XINYI, MAI PUA TOH.

Subjects: ART. >.<>.>

Done something you regretted: yarh.

Broke a promise: yes.

Hid a secret: yar.

Pretended to be happy: yar, when i was about to cry i force a smile.

met someone who changed your life: definately. xinyi.

Pretended to be sick: yah, when i didn't want to attend school.

Left the country: yar.

Tried something that you wouldn’t like or try: yar.

Cried over the silliest things: yah. :x

Ran a mile: not yet.

Went to the beach with your best friend: yes, with xinyi, Peiling, shimin.

Stay single the whole year: yar.

Currently;

Eating: NO.

Drinking: NO.

I’m about ton: ERM WHATS THAT?

Listening to: birds chirping.

Plans for tomorrow: Go somewhere.

Waiting for: Lovestuds to reply my email.

Future;

Want kids: yar.

Want to get married: yar.

Careers in mind: Designer.

WHICH is better than boys;

Lips or eyes: doesn't matter.

Shorter or taller: taller.

Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.

Nice stomach or arms: Doesn't matter.

Sensitive or loud: DOESN'T MATTER.

Hook up or relationship: RElationship.

Troublemaker or hesitant: doesn't matter.

Have you ever;

Lost glasses/ Contacts: not yet.

Ran away from home: going to.

Hold a gun or knife for self-defense: Knife, when i fought with my bro.

Killed somebody: not yet. :x

Broken someone’s heart: i think so.

Been arrested: not yet.

Cried when someone died: yar... almost immediately.

DO you believe in;

Yourself: yupps.

Miracles: not really.

Love at first sight: not yet.

Heaven: yar, sure why not.

Santa Claus: never.

Sex on the first date: ewww.

Kiss on the first date: no.

Is there one person you want to be with right now: YAR. him.

Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: erm yar. not in africa can le.

True friends: yar. I BELIEVE IN XINYI TOO.

Your Famliy: only applies to my daddy.

This is the 100th and th last question. Tag 10 people to do this.

- XINYI.
-PENG XIANG.
-CRYSTAL.
-CHERLYN.
-Denise.N
-Cynthia.
-Clarabelle.
-CLarissa.
-Peiwen.
-Stanley.

Hello, NUH.

2009-05-23T15:11:00.001+08:00

going NUH now.
byeee.

阿公，快点好起来。

2009-05-23T10:33:00.002+08:00

你知道吗？
我们看你躺在病床的时候，
我们都为你而担心。

Hurry get well soon..
we thought that after cutting away ur limps,
you will get better.

But it came in another way round.
your health condition became worst.
what more can we do now,
other than watching you suffer.

I really hope that i can help in some ways.
but i couldnt find one.
AFTER, you move into ICU.
your bills were extremely ex.
you bills hit over $700 dollars a day.
Because you didn't want to waste money on insurance,
you didn't buy it.
now see how are we gonna pay ur bills.

nvm, don't you worry about it.
just concentrate on getting urself well again.
May God bless you.
D;

PRAY HARD.

2009-05-22T17:58:00.002+08:00

I will pray hard for my handphone.
dammit.
I want MY phone.

I AM TOP 10 IN CLASS.
WOW, FROM 40/41 TO 10/41.
COOL~~

QUIT SMOKING YOU DUMB.

2009-05-21T19:18:00.002+08:00

kor,
don't.
Smoking isn't a part of life.
you gotta live without it.
Even if you are Emo,
you should'nt smoke.

You will regret.
I know you will.
Some people out there is trying to treasure their lives.
They ain't as fortunate as us.
Treasure your life.

I FUCK care whether you wanna end it or not.
Just stop it can?
KOR, stop.
I hope you get some sense in your head.
please, stop..

I WANT MY PHONE!

2009-05-21T15:35:00.003+08:00

yoh,

Just finished bathing.
erm,
went lot-one with Xinyi,ShiMin & Denise.
thn took th same bus home with Denise.

YAY! i have saved $40 ,
and still counting.
;D
I WANT BUY MY CHIP!
THE SUPER BIG ONE.
I hope that my Daddy don't bargain with me.
For the two marks that i had lost.
IF NOT, i would have alrd had a high chance of getting back my phone.
HAISH, darn that subject. >.>

:( Come on, peoples.
TAG TAG TAG!

Once done, theres no turning back.

甜，不用但心。

2009-05-20T18:44:00.002+08:00

Hey,
i passed my lit papers!
so yar, i only flunk my science.
hope he can understand.

After school,
pei-ed Peiling & Shimin
to Lot-one.
bused home.
was too tired lately that i slept ont th bus,
missed my bus stop
and saw Jackson.

then i took one big round from lot one to yew tee
then to my house.
ZAI, can?

LOL. :D

byebyebyebye~
I bringing my brother for dinner.

Do i deserve you?

Shoot for the moon.

2009-05-19T20:08:00.003+08:00

i shot for th moon.

I did it.
so far, i am quite satisfied with my results.
improved on my weak subjects.
and yar, i passed my history.
but failed my physics.
Chemistry, passed.
but overall, science still fail by one mark.
:/
i studied for maths, and i improved?

kay, changing my blogskin alittle.
and update my profile?

BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH.

2009-05-14T18:33:00.007+08:00

i had enough of your acting.
>.>
yep, people thinks you are good or what-so-ever.
to us, we see your true side.
you are not what people think you are.

you act and act.
then tried to lie to urself like as though everyone likes you.
In fact, many hates you.
your attitude.

Says who that i didn't change.
its you who change like so 'lady-like'.
but, its merely just acting.
Looking nice,
but in your heart you are just one slut.
f--- you.
you think you who?
bitch.
DARN YOU, LIAR.

COME ON LIE SOMEONE.
PCB.
YTYJISA.
>.>
off to private blog.

i known you for three yrs. and you are still this fucking bitch. -.-

Feeling good.

2009-05-07T19:42:00.002+08:00

yep, thanks Candy for today's fun.
^^
oh yar.
our wednesday outing,
must remember hor.
---
why do i feel sooo weird.
i feel like as though i am nt myself anymore.
i go crazy.
and now, i sorta accepting Denise in my life.
mother's day is this sunday, i suppose.
whr do i get th things for my mum?
a card?
clothes?
what?
....
any ideas?
i was thinking abt famous amos cookies.
th heart shape one.
>.>
should i get th cookies?

woooooo, surprise, surprise.

2009-05-04T19:06:00.002+08:00

back from Candy's house.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
fun larhs.
btw, talked alot alot at her hse?
oh yar,
th 'plan' we had.
i will be looking forward to it.
hehe.
wait...
*looks around*
*points---->
i think i heard water spraying.
my blog seriously dead.
plus, i now super hate my blogskin.
i dunno why.
i see th skin, i go sian diao.
hah.
kay, studied in CANDY'S HOUSE.
pahsei, i skip th details.
bleah.
so yar.
now i find blogging quite annoying.
i find living without handphone is like super stress-free.
i oso dunno why.
haha.
cause theres no reason why i need a handphone.
its just so boring to have one.
Basically, its abt smsing.
Everyone agree??
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>.>
NOD UR HEAD LAR.
wth.
kay, then,
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okay, you sms ppl.
ppl sms back.
ppl sms you,
you sms back.
no point smsing.
so bo liao.
unless you love this zharbor/tarbor.
if not.
youo would not sms him / her.
am i right?
hmm, not really.
grrrrrrrrrh,
wadeva.
i wasting my time sial.
so lets proceed to blog hop.
need to get a new blogskin.

byeeeeeeee.

Yohhey.

2009-04-29T17:26:00.002+08:00

i finished ripping song from th disc?
haha, finally can transfer.
A SPECIAL THANKS TO GUO MEI.
thanks.!! ^^
wee.
now i gonna study history ley.
how hardworking~~
hehe.
kay, today sth embarrassing happen to Sis,
OMG, DUNEARN BITCH GO PEEP.
(no offence to those people studying in dunearn)
haha,
that happened after sch at lot one fourth floor toilet.
when Sis CAME OUT FRM TOILET,
she say gt ppl>>>>> so,
i go hesitate awhile thinking of what to deal w them.
STEP 1: I kicked th door, it go BAM, super loud,
i even chua tio :x
STEP 2: i took toilet paper put water,
throw at them.
[they were in th cubicle]
knns, still dun want come out.
humji.
then both Sis, Candy and Xinyi
gave idea like pulling their bag out?
cause their bag was in th cubicle.
th bag can be seen outside lar,
i bent down oso can see.
dun say i pervert go peep under thr lar.
>.>
when i wanted to pull that time, they pull th bag to face th other side?
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so bo bian, sisters say go climb th thing thn look down.
i did as they said.
sibei paiseh lar,
like as though i pervert.
kay, then i th bitch attention,
ask them why peep,
blah blah blah,
candy came up to scold.
than we went down,
gina and one of her friend went up.
one of them ask th bitch to open th door.
then we settle th thing le,
went out.
-.- waste my time.
and i accomplish school motto: breakthrough,
AGAIN. wth.
then went library,
went minitoon buy sweet.
cost me $5.60
then copy notes then nidd go home le.
pei candy sit bus,
yep thats all.

Tired.

2009-04-28T17:38:00.006+08:00

I cried when you said that you were leaving,
next, you started avoiding me.
Not long later, you asked me to give up.
What more?

Heartbroken is what i call it.
Did i give up?
or am i repeating th whole sequence again?
i don't know anymore.

All these are just kept inside me.
All these made me have nightmares.

It is like,
A minute you are having sweet dreams,
then nightmare came.

I thought about leaving many times.
I just can't bear th consequences.
will my parents don't care like i what i think?
or will they care like what xinyi said?

I hope,
that i can take the risk
and let God decide whether i live or not.

BY2 SECOND ALBUM.

2009-04-26T10:54:00.003+08:00

raar, i gonna buy it on monday.
their song super nice and super worth it.
thrs two song that i super love.
its 我知道。& Don't go away.
super super nice.
i want support them.
that is why i so gonna buy their 2nd album.

Alive and kicking.

2009-04-26T01:13:00.002+08:00

i lazy to tag at people's blog. lol
thanks ZHENLING. yep, i saw you many many times.
cheryl, haha, really? i nt gonna do that again though.
kaijun, sure, but see if i gt time first. haha.

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Today went to see my grandpa.
he is currently in hospital.
poor thing.
his left big toe kena chopped off :x
thn he didnt allow th nurse to throw it away.
wth.
thn my daddy took out th paper and took a gross pic of it?
no offence, it look pretty disgusting.
seriously it is.
kay, my grandpa's maid was super sad.
she cried.
cheerups.
btw, th maid super young and chio!
sadded, i no phone if nt,
i will sure take a pic of her.
thn, thr keep standing, very bored.
plus, watching my grandpa suffer, my heart ache.
so i took a walk outside th ward.
thn went off to buy milk?
thn on th way back saw a bunch of girls.
i recognised renee. but i think regine thr.
thn i saw germaine.
th rest i nt sure.
i ask them what they doing in th hospital,
they say they come visit friend?
i think i know why,
i think they go visit nick... i dunno how spell his full name.
psps.
i learned that he jump off frm a seven storey.
thn like that lor.
lol
kay, need go lerhs.
byebye.

Changing for my new self.

2009-04-17T15:08:00.003+08:00

i am changing,
for, my mum,
Candy,
and for myself.

i came home early today.
actually wanted to watch movie with denise or sth.
but no money.
-.-
so went home after a trip to library.
to check th book i reserved.
thn bused home.
came home,
saw my bro crying while holding to 50 bucks.
my mum was cross.
thn after that she told me to come to her room,
she said she wanted to leave this bloody place.
and never to come back.
i admit that alot has changed.
all because of my stupid and selfish act,
i made the days miserable.
i too, felt sad.
i could think of nth to help.
my mum is on th verge of leaving.
i believe she will.
what would my days be like without my mum.
yes, she is strict and wadeva.
but shes th one who pampers me,
th one who gave birth to me.
th one who side me when daddy dosent want me.
yes, i did nothing to repay her.
with my pathetic results?
with my pathetic talent?
with my pathetic attitude?
what thing did i do to repay her?
nothing.
i cried in front of my mother this year.
i slash myself in front of her last year.
i bled when my mum slapped me during childhood.
what is my life for?
who do i live for?
i am feeling terrible right now.
didnt want to post.
but after reading Candy's blog,
i post.
for Candy, maybe?
i thought things through, again.
this time i think about th good things she had done for me.
but i did nth to repay.
so i am going to change again.
last time i change nt to be so emo.
now you can easily spot me laughing like one siao zharbor.
now my target is more understanding certain things.
my sis wants to change.
so, i am gonna help her.
NO MORE GLARING AT HER.
no more showing attitude.
right now, all i am thinking about is understanding people around me.
thats what i need.
hope to see my changes?

right now,
i am hoping w all my heart that my mum
didnt mean what she said.
i would not want to live without her.
if she really leave..
the only way to have her back is doing sth stupid.
i hope it will work though.

WASTE MY TIME -.-

2009-04-15T17:07:00.002+08:00

WTH.
no study.
nothing.
waste of my precious times.
which i could already use the time to finish a full chapter or sth.
haish.
time management, here i come.